Two Bones
Tracklist
Crooked Star
Cloud Panther
Crooked Star
Lyrics:
I have no idea
What will come out
But I'd like to write you
A real email
And not try to make this
Go any certain way
You and your anger
Scares the shit outta me
Sick and tired of who you are
Crooked stars are all there are
You either live it
Or resist it
You know this
Cloud Panther
Lyrics:
This is TMI but if I don't send now
I'll probably forget I wrote this out
All the millions of feelings it takes
To actually say something out loud
My blood is rivers in my skin
My love is god is making moves just let it in
Closer to me closer to you
Do I love ya like I think I do?
I fell in love with the wings
I'm lookin out for the truest feeling
Would you wanna know if
Something's comin' 'round the corner for you?
Already woke up
Soul's in the clouds
In tune ahhhhh!
If you wanna leave me you are free to go
Where are my corn nuts?
I'll take my corn nuts and my sweet sweet bay-bay
You're hangin four inches over
To the left, my guy, you had a plan
The ditch is deeper than you could understand
You think a nuclear submarine could
ever replace repressed heartstrings?
You are killing everything just
So you can fake happiness
It takes one to know one
I've only ever fuckin' sucked at math
But math is life and
I am done with you faking your math
I don't think I'm going to
Be leaving with you
But if you wanna come soon
Well I'll invite you
In tune
Already woke up
Soul's in the clouds
In tune ahhhhh!
If you wanna leave me you are free to go
Catalyst
I’m trying some new things out, I hope they sound ok. It’s been 3 years since my last release online haha.
I hit a turning point Feb 12, 2026. I felt a restlessness I know I can’t work through without walking around outside so I went for a walk, grabbed some smokes, a bev, and found somewhere to sit in the sun to think. I found a great spot, with my back up against a parking structure, I sat on a cement bench to enjoy the sun. I listened to some of my latest songs and felt a grief rise up that I was taught to hate myself so much. I knew it was time to get music moving, even if my inner critic kept calling it “all wrong” — thankfully idc anymore. It felt like there was a wave to catch, and I knew it was the moment to seize the day.
For what feels like the 100th time, I’m realizing that getting to the top of the mountain that I envision, means a lot of steps that are not the top yet. A lot of those steps. Like, climbing a peak means a ton of steps that are not the top yet.
I feel a lot of relief ripping the bandaid…… THREE YEARS fackkk hahaha So yea idc what happens because it’s just what I wanna be doing. I put music out now regularly. Regardless of promo.
Artists push some releases harder than others so that’s normal. I guess I’m learning how to work with myself instead of getting stuck figuring out how to please my mountain peak perfection vision.
I’ll probably do a bunch of releases without too much promo to get into the habit first before I bite off a whole new elephant. Was psyching myself out trying to jam too much into my release process — I gotta work where I’m really at, not where I’m “supposed” to be. It’s unsettling to realize I haven’t been as real with myself as I thought. But it’s also freeing when I step up.
So at 2pm I turned on DND and finished at 5:30am
I’m proud of what I did, even if it could still be better, I’m prioritizing momentum now. I resonated a lot with both final masters and that’s enough.
